i need a dick in my ass.

i have a tight hole, but right now i am so wet for a cock deep inside me.

i want bram so bad i can taste him. feel him push my head down on his cock. choking me, making my eyes water, my nose run. ropes of slobber connecting us. his made up words as he tensed up and came down my throat. he fucked me once and i was in heaven a man inside another and his arms holding me from behind kissing the back of my neck my head and when i turned my head to his i felt his lips on mine his tounge flicking mine. i arched my back pushing my ass to meet his hips

i wanted him so far inside of me i wanted to take everything he had to give and still i wanted him more.

moving in

Well, I am 95% moved in. All that remains in my old place are the cleaning supplies and my vacuum I left for the cleaning lady to use. Yes, I have a cleaning lady.

There are a few things running thru my head right now that I wanted to write about, but the main thing I keep thinking of is sex in my new place.

It needs its cherry popped. I have thought about just grabbing some Latino from the St Vincent De Paul. Maybe its a neighbor, maybe its a fuck buddy that used to come to my old place. The trouble is I don't think (or maybe I am over thinking it) that I don't just want anyone. I want it to have some sort of memory attached preferably a good one. I feel almost like a teenage girl. I want some romance some candle light, soft music. A memory that will last as long as the mortgage. Finding that is the hard part. "Patience my son", is what my dad would say. "Wait until your married"' is what mom would say. Of course now that I have brought up my parents sex is now the farthest thing from my mind......... I guess I will at least unpack first.

Hollywood Wreck week continues

Last nights AI did actually have some singing I wanted to hear - just not enough of it.

I was happy to see one of the Haters go ( the girl in glasses who was mean to my boy Jacee).

All in all it was an ok show I actually didn't fast forward thru to much except the commercials. Its funny About commercials. I watch the super bowl and the commercials are great. But why aren't they great for regular shows?

now the fun begins I can wait until next week.

American Idol's hollywood WRECK week

SO I have to admit that I watch American Idol.

I watch it by myself. LOL Just because sometimes this bear tears up.

I also have started to DVR it. I can get the whole show down to about 1/2 hour to 15 min.

Its Fantastic!

I don't really care about the drama Although tonight. the 2nd show in the hollywood week AKA HOLLYWOOD WRECK WEEK LOL (sidebar: when did Pasadena become Hollywood?...... its so white there.) Did have me rewinding a little just to make sure they were that bad and then there were a few teary moment that I had to rewind.

I Didn't rewind the tears of Jacee however. I have to say, that this kid really hits home for me.

I can relate to him, or at least my inner child does. if you believe in those things . He sings like I wish I could. And tonight as brave as he was I could only feel heart ache for him. That Kid has such a sweet voice. I don't know what the Idol experience will hold for him. I hope he goes to the top. What I do think is that in AMERICA, a country built by underdogs. It is The underdog that has the greatest victory. My wish for Jacee and others who also can relate to him. Is that if you think of your life as a jug of milk be the CREAM that rises to the top. It might take a while, just keep your head high and look towards the sky. Have courage and be brave. DO not be a victim. Hold your head high and know that there are others just like you. They might not be with in an arms reach but know that we are out here and your bravery as does mine pave the road for others. Stand tall and unite. Own who you are, every part of you, and do not forget your past or where you are from. If that does'nt work call me and I will unleash my inner bully against those who trespass against you....... and THAT you should BELIEVE !